Monday, December 24, 2007

Protonix And Menstruation On December 22, the letter of thanks and Merry Christmas.

On December 22, a year ago that started it all, that day was the day I got this role "as a statement" in which he said Hodgkin lymphoma stage IIA. A person who does not know of anything or have seen in your life, gives you a role in deciding that going to happen in the rest of your life, you will spend the next eight months or not you want.
thought I would take a lot better than I have been, but ... the feeling is completely normal and is the first year, I guess there will come a day when I do not even remember what happened that December 22.
If I look at things from another perspective, if I look from my window of life, canales for me, because last year nor lived, but these are going to be lived twice, one for this year and once in the past
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"Eight months ago I began a journey not necessarily want to start, but had no other choice was whether or if.
During these eight months, I learned many things perhaps too many, I learned what life is and how much can change, I have learned the false belief I'm young and I have a lifetime ahead (you never know what tomorrow) and I feel fortunate for that reason, many people take a lifetime to understand and learn what I've learned in eight months, including my small master in medicine.
CTado there at all times, not import it time, hours, or day of the week, regardless of my concición accepting me as I am now at this time. There has been a before and after, as well as been a Celia and a very different article before now.
you have given me an important lesson is that you have taught me what friendship is morally, to the point that when she thought she could not but when I enabled status about to throw in the towel, there have been any of you who have given me return to my worst moments and you have cast me see that life is more beautiful than I imagined, I have done to see what really does the word FRIENDSHIP.

With everything that has happened to meduring this time I stick with what I have been brave because of you waking up louder and with more desire to continue fighting.

The road has not always been easy, but the hope, faith, dreams and illusions have never ceased to be present in me. Dreams which each of you have been accomplices vovostros unconditional, sometimes walking beside me, crying, laughing with me, doing accounts for mortgages ... So, thank you.

All this time together has graced the pages of my diary, and often is filled with stories that you have wanted to share with me. The letting me write my story, I did confirm that while the rewards mate

Monday, December 3, 2007

Bmi For Woman Germany Travel to Argentina.

When things get confused when people are separated to follow different paths is very difficult to turn back.
At this point, but I have to thank for the lived and no matter what stay with the good. Why are relationships so difficult? If it is difficult to normal if we add this is to multiply by thousands the situation. For now, I can tell, it's been fun and would be willing to be wrong again. But not today talk about how I feel, because really, what I feel now is anger inside me.
So today Italk about my trip to Argentina, so far it had cash, but good guess that it is time to tell. It is amazing across the pond, another culture, and all the people there is amazing people.

No more words .... let the pictures are worth a thousand.






Friday, November 23, 2007

Abdominal Pains More Condition_symptoms Is prohibited

mourn prohibited without learning,

wake up one day not knowing what to do,

be afraid of your memories.

is forbidden not to smile at problems,

not fight for what you want,

abandon all fear,

not make your dreams come true .

is forbidden not to show your love, HTMLXC MLXC

forget all the people who love you.

is forbidden not to do things for yourself,

not believe in God and to your destination,

be afraid of life and their commitments,

not live each day as if it were a ghost.

to miss someone is prohibited without cheering,

forget his eyes, sjar to thank God for your life,

not understand what life gives you,

it takes it away.

forbidden not find your happiness,

not live your life with a positive attitude,

not think we can be better

not feel that without you this world would not be beaten.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Lower Back Side Pain More Condition_symptoms You again have the courage to raise

you again have the courage to raise

No matter how many times you fell,
if every time you turned to lift,
success in life is not in a hurry to run,
if not arrive.
does not matter if you lose a game,
agree that you won on experience,
the struggle of the race of life is not speed,
if not resistance.
No matter where, how, or why,
in the middle of the error have the greatness to say ... I was wrong!
and if you fell while about to come ..........

! Have the courage to Become A RAISE!

Friday, September 28, 2007

John Deere C214f Manual TAC / IZIAR and MIREIA ...

in hair, start from scratch the two "I still remember the great disappointment that I take when I saw them with so much hair ... They had more hair than me!. But hey, what mattered was that they were there, I remember when I went to see Michael before my chemotherapy sessions,

since she was in the hospital where I treated myself, my face hit the glass, as it was in the incubator and spent hours there, watching as he moved, and breathed so quiet without being able to be aware of everything that was happening around him, stuck my hands into the glass as if from the other side she was able to noted that he was there with her was so small ....

CHXC

Often Iziar, I think I am selfish in wanting to grow up fast

to see you off with Michael in the halls, and jumping on my bed so you can play with you and your sister in the park, and take a walk, but at the end of the road, I realize that if I did this, I would steal your children and your children is the most beautiful moment of life you may have .

know that your children will live in many things, and often want life to pass Raask to be higher, but believe me Iziar, not because older life will be easier if not the opposite, sometimes life is difficult as the years goes by.

know, now you do not understand what your aunt tells you, but someday soon, you'll understand it, and you will understand the importance of live your childhood, your first day of kindergarten, your first kings, your first meal on the plate eating your own, your first day of school, of instintuto or university, and understand that the times we live are the most amounts you keep in your memory because the memory will be with you MLXC

Friday, July 27, 2007

Sciaticacondition_symptoms

For months and months since I updated .... but when you meet the love of your life does not have time for other things ...
8 months ... with joy and sadness ... but we here at the foot of the canyon ... and although at this asking me many things ... we still have ours, the only thing, the better. .. but sometimes things do not last forever ... and this may be one of those times will not last forever ... but I always remain the best months, the most wonderful sex ... I have many things. .. but not all ends well and everything remains as usual ... no ... life gives you, you off ...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Bonefish Restaurant Printable Coupon Relationships and AEáL article.

scissors and cut them into pieces. To my mind, take that bracelet meant to be chained to lymphoma and being chained to cancer and that's not going to do it ever. Lymphoma and went and I was not going to chain me to it. I have been fortunate to be counting on this, so I'm not going to chain me to something that for me is water under the bridge.

Now that I've won the battle, I realized how different I am no longer fit in the same places or fit in with the same people, starting with my partner. Since I finished treatment I wanted to run much the way I see life has changed a lot. I learned that the phrase "S

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the moment my resume today to all this, not knowing if he would write, but I've noticed that if I do maybe one person in the world who need to read some of what I write and if I leave it as if it abandoned huviera.

CHTML

Monday, July 2, 2007

Nauseated More Condition_symptoms REFERRAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Referral!! Referral!! Referral!!

Referral!! Referral!! Referral!!

Today has been confirmed, and I have longed remission ...

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I'm so glad I did not even know what to say orwhere to start ...

But I think now is the time, of all those people who have followed me all this time leave a little comment.

Today I have nothing more to say ... .. Only ...

Referral!! Referral!! Referral!!

Referral!! Referral!! Referral!!

Referral!! Referral!! Referral!!

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Referral!! Referral!! Referral!!

CH TMLXC

Monday, June 25, 2007

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If you ever feel alone and do not know what to do, look at the sky and looking
a star, so you never feel alone because you'll have your
about a million stars that are those people who felt the same
you.

If you ever feel like mourn, cry Let your tears and leave
them all the things that make you feel bad, do not let it build up in
your being, because only give way to other feelings that hurt you
even more.

If you ever feel bad about yourself, look deep in your
be, realize that nobody is perfect, not you, but even with all your faults and qualities
, are a unique person in theuniverse, so
are special.

If you ever feel that nobody loves you, forget it, because that's not true;
if you're on this earth is because someone up there wanted it that way,
He made you unique and special because he loves you and never give up because
you're up for him, but besides him, there are people around you
you want, but sometimes we are busy with our problems and do not
open the doors of our heart to prove it.

If you ever need someone who understands you, you listen, you
help, finally, if you need a friend, I want you to know that you have
me to never feel alone, to cry in myshoulder to
feel good, and especially to show how much I appreciate ...

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Contact Dermatitis More Condition_symptoms Letter to Hodgkin lymphoma.

ue because of you I learned to see the world differently, I have taught anything, I have opened my eyes to the circumstances, namely to choose with whom to stay, and who not. You made me see the people who will always be by my side and that will not be, I got a lot of those who expect nothing and no one who expected a lot (which contradictory truth.)

I'm sorry but this time you can give up, you've lost a lot and I've won too.

Today I can say definitivelyyou in the body of the people you're not wanted and where you're not welcome.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Autoimmune Disease More Condition_symptoms Eyes

I fuck a lot "if you speak evil" people tell me ... Already? "You've been so many sessions? ... How time flies! "Yeah it will be for you, because for me since I started it all, that has not gone say nothing at all quickly," All this (including testing) began in December ... we are in July and I start to despair. It began with the belief that would only be three months and I have already planted in seven months. Seven months! Phew for me have been as slow as the year but people have passed very quickly.

top to fill the high, nobody knows how many sessions left me aq "sp;

is that I have a wart on his neck that stings me and how I radiate light there, I do not know if I have to remove me ... or wait till the end. By the way, can you please look at me when I finish the session?

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A no ... is that it is confidential and I do not I can tell, and we know the doctor calls a day earlier to say he has finished (gesture to want to know)

(Well, no ... that is ... that I will want to know, because I love coming here every day, see you over the face and radiated) Let's amazing ... but anyway ... that is going to do in the vineyard of the Lord must have all. Of course we continue adding things to my life now is that the rule I have gone, if .. literally disappeared. I came on Friday and Sunday afternoon and did not. Ask the radiologist and tells me that the chemotherapy is finished in March and I was not wild any rules ... incredible but true, that if my friend the nurse sent me to the doctor before the scheduled date unless you have something extremely visible. CH TMLXC

Take that! This girl is going overflowing sympathy.

Ahh and do not forget the best of all, it's driving me hair falls out again ... now that the nightmare had been silent and I again I not had enough already?

For the rest, I'm very tired as well,

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Oedema More Condition_symptoms

Well, time is somewhat burned my esophagus, I feel burning from time to time but I solved with a few envelopes that taste like licorice, I removed those burning sensation. Otherwise without the anguish that comes to me day in and day out I'm fine. On Thursday it was amazing, gave me a drop of 15 I was fatal, was a great distress "is not like chemotherapy," was very cold "and we were at 25 degrees" did not feel like eating that night did not sleep at all the night getting up every five minutes up aisle down the hall, with a tranquimacil, and nothing at all I was sleeping or that of 3. Neither relaxation cd's helped me listenall, "I had all night" and above to be awake my mind I kept thinking, think over things, thinking in 20,000 chance, so I woke up Friday with the spirits on the floor.

I thought this would be a daily walk and eventually would not notice anything, and not being as well as the week progresses I have new things. But good looking on the positive, get there is five minutes and go, with chemotherapy was 5 to 6 agonizing hours, so good if I have side effects but are minimal compared to chemotherapy. I prefer not to thinkntentar do my normal life as possible. Moreover, only three weeks left me and ended the nightmare, I have to think well and be much more positive.

Now I wanted to tell some of the anecdotes that have lived AEáL peers about their disease and the people. It must be said that people react differently to this disease, and each is in a way they can not be judged for this but there are several topics and phrases that drive me crazy .. and I found that my fellow AEáL too. The phrases are:

- Quiet not worry "when you're told you have cancer" (What I do not care?, you're telling me I have cancer, and tell me you can not think another thing I do not worry, you worry yourself, too, if backwards)

- ; If you're young and you're going to overcome (In other words, if more and check the sentence would not it?)

- hair is the least important, that you do not have to worry, total always grow back. (Of course ... it tells me it has a mane around her shoulders, "If seguiriras backwards thinking that is the least important? If you saw as you gradually falls helplessly, still think the same? Sing.)

- I have Hodgkin lymphomasa but the rest .... jajaja q me look.

course .. is to have this disease involves lock yourself in your house to cover your face with the blanket. People have even a very wrong concept, having cancer in most cases does not mean being bald-faced agony ... but anyway we are going to do ...

my mother e, the same, then comes and tells me and I used to piss me off,,,, not now,,,, I laugh,,,,




- tells me ,,, oh, I've seen your daughter wearing headscarves, what happens has no problems??

- my mother explains it, the other,,,,,

and I think,,,, yes, yes, problems ....... AND FAT,,,, aunk jjajajjajja never in front of me, the truth is they take out of wits, but intense

We have a family business and work on it with my husband, some time after my illness (and had hair) came a client to me for information and before leaving, very nervous and said softly:

- Miss, I can not leave here without you a questions. I'm friends with "his boss" (evidently he was unaware of the relationship) and I'm being very wrong with him because I dare not call and need to know one thing - "Tell me, if I can helpI will delighted rle - And ask me your wife died?

- Pretty surprised I said but I am! - And I said, I miss not talking to each other, to cancer. And he began only a reflection, saying what a shame!, A young girl, but the disease does not leave anyone alive. - I had to tell, sir, the cancer's me, I'm alive and I hope that for many years.

- It was white and her hand on her heart told me, how do I say this so?, I have a pacemaker and I've had a very strong impression. The rest of the conversation as irrelevant, but I learned a lesson andsince if someone asks me the boss's wife, for the little girl's cancer, I say: is fine, fully recovered, I have very good friends with her and is great ............ I bear no responsibility for sending someone to the hospital for taking an impression to see I'm still here!!

Nothing glares that people will directly "poor little cancer" ... yeah right look you poor thing ... that is so bad that porto I pay with this life Well!! That for me or think to ask me why, and less than that. C HTMLXC

RX room, I sat in a wheelchair "batita" and get an assistant who brings me a jar ANIS flavor contrast ... (can not stand it), I was already a very upset stomach, I start drinking vessels with y. .. I can not last so I think ... total ... so small and thin I am ... and I am very subtly into a pot sitting in my seat ... I look to the right ... left ... NO! and throw it so hard when I am two eyes are watching horror ... a keeper ... I ... please ... I look ... look ... I beg you to look ... and enteredhave seen his face change color expression, it was smaller ... I pass everything. Above said no one ever would have said. This story is mine own and I leave the comments to your choice ...

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Influenza A More Condition_symptoms

Maybe take care of your love

be silly, I have no fear thousand times I wanted to be alone
live without your love even one hour
increasingly becomes the tears, every time he returns
treatment Back to you is that I love you
both
thousand thoughts revolve around me
make them feel scared inside
When thinking about the reason for this situation
In your kiss find the solution


Suddenly in my life
There is something that has me confused I can not
avoid, I can try
Keep hope until the final






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thought this would be easier but on Thursday I realized that it was not.

On Thursday I went in convinced all thinking that would only be a plaque for my house. But my surprise was when I saw there tied under the chin "with espadradapo" (that's the best) and I heard the doctor approached me and said "Now do not move we're going to start taking" At that moment all I came over and could not restrain me out to mourn. I thought the risk was now beginning, which would be in my heart, my lungs, my esophagus (now quite concerned) and while this machine hasCIA a huge noise and I was burning inside, I thought of all evil. Everything had been positive so far I was in seconds.

When the doctor came to untie me and saw me crying mourn me wonder why I said "I cry because I have another fear of cancer as a consequence of the radio, to move and that treatment is going to be another body to me again lymphoma, the question of knowing what will happen in ten years, the side effects ... "When I said all this, looked at me and said Do you think all while you try? To which I replied, yeah, now when I explodedrto, when I lie, I think 24 hours a day. I explained that I should not think about it, that the radiation to healthy organs was minimal. Well, tell that to my esophagus! I thought that side effects appear at 8 or 9 days of treatment that was what I had said, but the second day on Friday came out with a distress unspoilable ... and that was what I was most afraid, afraid to return the agony of chemo. Maybe I myself have been influenced from the beginning, and I myself are composing the MTAD side effects. But I can not help, every time I see you there tied under the chin without any security, I feel so insecure. I do stretch the neck, but there comes a time that it loosens and slacken moencode the position, even if it was millimeters but I think everything bad that I can be doing the treatment.

I'm getting negative phase and I know, and I have to correct my behavior as soon as I can not continue, because it is not good for me , the only thing I get is "shake" at this point, and I can not consentirmelo.

Tomorrow is my turn again this time all week radiotherapy, and what scares me the most is not knowing what will happen to me, not saber that I will have effects, but for now, as always so far I only have to wait.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Thyroid Cyst More Condition_symptoms Veificación radiotherapy treatment.

Inaba something like

The truth is that I breathed when I have learned that I will be watching as he had a camera in the room and if at any time I was wrong could be asked to stop treatment.

It was rather uncomfortable and I think telling the doctor has taken me a bit. I have plates with each machine in front of me and other under, I was told today I haveto face, so I have to move my neck stretching upward as possible. It is very uncomfortable because they keep the stress position does not move without your love. Tomorrow I will look to see if you can make an invention to maintain that position is not so uncomfortable.

stages of the radiotherapy process

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FIRST VISIT:

is the first contact as the patient with the radiation oncologist. This visit the doctor will take a medical history incorporating the scans that have practiced the patient, perform a physical examination general and the diseased area. It is also possible to request a further review if deemed necessary to complete the study. They will explain in general which will be the proposed treatment plan in terms of longevity, days you have to go, possible effects, etc. The patient must understand explained, ask the questions you might have and sign the informed consent .

TREATMENT PLANNING (virtual simulation): Elita reconstructed digital x-rays, which are virtual, and reproducing the image of the treatment field would form the beam of photons, if we would make a real ray.

VERIFICATION OF TREATMENT:
  • Once the planning of treatment, patients attend the treatment unit, and in the same position in which CT was performed with a planning and displacements in the three axes of space from point of origin, an x-ray or an electronic portal imaging, which supports high-energy X-rays. The image that reproduces this radiograph should be as close as possible to Digital Radiography rebuilt, and if so, start treatment. TREATMENT: consists of several short sessions, usually daily, Monday through Friday, rest Saturday, Sunday and holidays. In each treatment session is played the same position is the same as when the TAC was planning, and verification. During treatment the patient is monitored by video camera and microphones, to address any issues and the possibility of stopping treatment. Periodically radiographs can control to optimize treatment.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Neck Injuries More Condition_symptoms

seems that the wait, every day makes me tougher. I see sick people all over the place, I hear it in conversations, I see on TV, and today I been reflected in a movie. I know that everything I see now there was also before, but my eyes did not see it. It's like when someone in your family is pregnant from one day to another going down the street and all you see are pregnant all over the place like a plague. These were already pregnant before, but spent inapercibidas for your eyes, this happens exactly the same.

CHC

The protagonist of which I speak, never lost faith, and went on living life every moment, every minute, enjoying the small and big things, I agree that she was sick and his illness (leukemia) had no cure. ("Eye! Today almost all types of cancer less than pancreas, lung, and liver can be cured in most cases, ie the cure rate is very high) but she did not treatment effect is as if it were water chemotherapy for their disease. So given two years of life.

nte) without having it in your body turns to those who are sick making that person feel special, like my partner. Seeing both sides of the coin, the sick and the couple, I realize how hard it is to take from the other side of the shore.

There is a text of the film that I think I'll remember forever:

Love is patient and considerate, never left. Love is never boastful or conceited, never rude or selfish, never offends or is resentment

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

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If I could offer advice for the future would be these. These tips are not based on any scientific basis, nor in any study, but based on my own experience.

- Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never entenders the strength of your youth until you have faded, but trust me in 20 years, when you see yourself in the photos, you will understand in a way that can not grasp now how much possibility haveias before you, and you really attractive. You were so ugly, or so short, or as fat as you imagine.

- Do not worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an equation by the pine. What is certain is that the issues that really matter are those that never crossed your mind of these may surprise you at any time any day of the week.

- & neve of her. The most interesting people I know did not know what to do with his life at age 22, is a few of them neither knew at 40. -

case you might someday, maybe not. Maybe you have kids, or maybe not, maybe you'll divorce at 40 or maybe your first valls dances on your wedding anniversary. -

Whatever hagas not proud or berate yourself too much, always opt for one reason or another as everyone else. -

Enjoy your body and aprobechalo in every way possible. -

not be afraid or worry about what others think, because your body is the greatest instrument you'll ever own. C TMLXC not expect anyone else to support you may receive an inheritance or a help or made you might choose someone to marry a billionaire, but never know how much last.

- be careful whose advice you receive.

- And be patient with those who supply it.

CH TMLXC But just trust me on a world council live everyday as if that day is the last.

Monday, May 14, 2007

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and thought the cancer had returned. The force was that girl, and the way in which he spoke so sure of herself, the truth is that struck me a little, always remember the words that I said "This is overcome, you're young, and you have at your side your parents. "
A month ago today and I'm fifteen days without treatment "and brushed linia" but for now I have to keep hoping there is a long tail waiting. And I return again to the point where I have returned many times, to be afraid, to have nightmares, "and if it becomes" I already know, I'll have to live with it the rest of my life, and always and if I will have the

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

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Monday, May 7, 2007

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want you to know, you're going to have always, always be by your side, because we are attached to each other, united by this experience, united by the courage they have shown, for having stood up to life .

Thanks to you, the process of taking what happened to me, treatments, fear, uncertainty, has been more bearable, there's always teaching me positive side, when I look worse the more I laugh at myself. I'll never have enough words to thank you you gave me and what I've taught.

CHT MLXC

never droop in your struggle, because it is a good cause. "

Communication For Stroke Victims Goodbye

me to the cemetery? and later ... I just have some vague memories
a chance meeting, due to circumstances completely beyond our control

friendship. And who among us has long

there is only the empty and forgotten.

I write these lines because I was taught to be polite,

taught me the importance of the proper greeting and farewell

adequate. So let me say goodbye to you now
send
and before my final goodbye, let me explain

some things that have been outstanding.

I have lymphoma and I'm not a pleasant traveling companion,

but lymphoma is an ENFE