Monday, November 17, 2008

How Did Myammee Change Her Hair

esapercibidos, but when you live it and not pass you notes to yourself 100% notes as air enters and leaves the lungs, notes as blood runs through your veins ... feel it absolutely everything, and before that, what remedy is there?, none. There is no remedy because you have to live with it, you have to live with the question that one day you usually do, or live with the jerks, pricks, and cramps are quite normal and not have to be related to anything else.

But however hard they say and try to convince myself, that doubt will always continue tohí, increasing and Diaa days getting bigger. When you have the flu you can go to the doctor, when you have a stomachache, you can go to the doctor, but ... Where do you go when you feel well?, You can not go anywhere or do nothing but accept it.

people around you see it differently, for them one day and one day just started, but for us it is not, They have supported us, we have raised, as we have been struggling, but now there is no struggle, and ask ifgas with your life as if nothing had happened. They do not understand that this is not possible, because what happened is going to stay with you forever, because cancer does not end when you win the battle, the battle goes further, much further than that people can imagine, you start over again through different phases like start again.

and I often feel as if I were to begin to start to accept it, to live with the time that passes from one test to another and accept that ever going to go away more. But it is very difficultaccept this.

At first takes to understand that treatment is not your enemy, and much later to understand that this treatment is that you are clinging to life when this phase and have understood and now you feel safe with this treatment, it is time to end, suddenly everything changes, the medication that made you safe sentinte no longer exists, and you have to change the safety of treatment controls and analytical tests. Later much more to understand that CT and PET were absolutely essential, I had to go through them and MLXC

is a matter of patience, especially the people around you and your family and your closest friends are the most loaded, they need a break .

So no choice but to learn to "feel well"

Friday, October 17, 2008

Does Myamme Have N Hair Tips Keep walking.


During my life I have admired for many people, but today I can say I feel a lot of admiration for you, more than which has been felt ever.

We lived together the worst moments of our lives, taking the disease, chemotherapy, radiation therapy, doubts , fears, and when it seemed we went out together walking down the road, reaching the goal, life is turned upside down, and I put back in the beginning of the road.

CH

MLXC

During these two months I've been down and turn to get up, I've seen you take on the weeks in the hospital for the new treatment chemotherapy, and when it seemed that rose up, when it seemed that we had to start walking again, life makes you stop and take another turn.

I've seen in a few days you assumed the worst thing a person can take "treatment" has taken be in that roomfor a week taking chemotherapy drip for 24 hours a day. And I admire, I admire you for always make you smile, it seems ironic but this relapse, you had to be your's to take me out of sadness rather than get you I love you, you've had to throw the two because this time I could not throw you.

know that separate us from many miles away from Sevilla and Valencia, but we also know that shortly will be back together shortly to spend that week of treatment with you, because we said we had to live together