But however hard they say and try to convince myself, that doubt will always continue tohÃ, increasing and Diaa days getting bigger. When you have the flu you can go to the doctor, when you have a stomachache, you can go to the doctor, but ... Where do you go when you feel well?, You can not go anywhere or do nothing but accept it.
people around you see it differently, for them one day and one day just started, but for us it is not, They have supported us, we have raised, as we have been struggling, but now there is no struggle, and ask ifgas with your life as if nothing had happened. They do not understand that this is not possible, because what happened is going to stay with you forever, because cancer does not end when you win the battle, the battle goes further, much further than that people can imagine, you start over again through different phases like start again.
and I often feel as if I were to begin to start to accept it, to live with the time that passes from one test to another and accept that ever going to go away more. But it is very difficultaccept this.
At first takes to understand that treatment is not your enemy, and much later to understand that this treatment is that you are clinging to life when this phase and have understood and now you feel safe with this treatment, it is time to end, suddenly everything changes, the medication that made you safe sentinte no longer exists, and you have to change the safety of treatment controls and analytical tests. Later much more to understand that CT and PET were absolutely essential, I had to go through them and MLXC
is a matter of patience, especially the people around you and your family and your closest friends are the most loaded, they need a break .
So no choice but to learn to "feel well"
